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in my house, i remember seeing it like a year ago.
funny thing was as soon as i saw it, i forgot id seen it until a day later when i was watching most haunted with my big sister and her boyfriend and scared the shit out of us all. it seriously made me believe in ghosts.
i only saw it for like two seconds but it was floating near my mums wardrobes looking as if it was going in the direction of my room if it went through the wall.
i think ghosts are real if im being honest.

lock my self in a basement and wet myself.
in all honesty.
or have a heart attack and die anyway.

Jade Goody "when the papers print pictures of me at size 12-14 and people slag me off for being fat, they're insulting every woman in this country the same size as me - its very harmful".

these types of magazines makes me laugh sometimes.

there was an article on jade goody being called a fat pamela anderson whilst she was on holiday. but i remember like a month or two back she had just returned from a boot camp and then shed slimmed down to like a size 10 or something.

shes on it practically every other week on about her weight.

i guess shes kinda right in a way, but i still think shes talentless and dont like her.

and then on the next page, its on about how geri halliwell is being told to stop exercising by her toyboy. then the page after that says, "skinny jordan finally puts on 5lbs", then later on gemma atkinson says how she lost her beer belly in 2 weeks, and at the beginning of the mag, its on about how posh doesnt feel curvy enough for becks next to californian women.

its makes me wonder why i even read magazines like this anymore. i think its just for the tv guide.

30 things ive done.

1. for a couple of months i cut my hair myself
2. i have purposely made myself sick for serveral reasons
3. i have thrown pizzas off a balcony
4. i have taken illegal substances
5. once on holiday i got dared to jump into the pool with all my clothes on whilst it was pouring with rain. i did it.
6. i have been to a concert.
7. i have visited a prison.
8. ive got a video up on youtube.
9. ive been a myspace whore.
10. ive gone to school whilst still drunk from the night before.
11. ive skipped school.
12. ive seen an elephant in a circus. i didnt like it.
13. i once dyed my hair ginger.
14. i went to four different primary schools.
15. ive met an american man from orange county.
16. ive been to london.
17. ive been to ireland.
18. ive been to spain.
19. ive starved myself for a week.
20. im onto hard on guitar hero three.
21. i once bought a pair of jeans two sizes too big for me to make myself feel better.
22. i managed to dance mat without the mat.
23. i wore the same necklace everyday for a year without taking it off.
24. i was vegetarian for a year. then christmas came. i dont even like turkey.
25. when i was twelve, i started a documentary about life where i live. i never finished it.
26. once i ran infront of car because i thought i could beat it across the road.
27. i couldnt beat the car across the road.
28. then i got cellulitis from one of the cuts on my foot.
29. ive begged a pizza place at four oclock in the morning to make a pizza because i was drunk and hungry.
30. i watched "south park-the movie" about six times in one day, and learnt all the songs. i found it funny everytime.

i haven't been alive that long, so i dont really have anything interesting to say - what are your thirty things?